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I have had an interesting day. I started with amazing, but then i realized it was just the way i felt right now. Interesting sums up the day. Amazing sums up my attitude as of this moment.
The day started with a text message at 5:20. Sri asked where I was meeting him this morning for work. The parking lot? or the alley next to the store? I told him and sprung out of bed. My alarm did not go off this morning, so I now had ten minutes to get ready and to the store. Apparently Sri forgot it was Saturday and got to the store at 4:55. whoops. I was a little late because I could not find my keys. So we opened up quickly, laughed a lot, and just had a grand ol' time. It was a great day. Positive morale in the morning kind of sets the tone for the rest of the day. Kind of.So Marty, at work, decides that he wants a camera like mine as well. Granted, he has several, and he will probably never touch it after a week. So, I told him that I would go to Best Buy with him and to the Birmingham Museum of Art with him and Megan. Before I could do that, I needed a case for my camera. So I called Andrew and asked him if he wanted to go with me. It took him a long time to call me back but he agreed to do so. I told him I would drive. I didn't know how my wrecked car would handle the rain, but I wanted to know and I wanted someone to be there. I didnt tell him that, I just said I would drive. Well, turns out it doesn't drive well. First, my passenger side door doesnt open. Then, something is rubbing up against the tire and made them lock up. Awesome.
Regardless, I got the case and a new card, and I headed home. In the car, Andrew confessed that he wished he had never stayed this summer. He thinks that he stayed for dumb reasons. While I understnad where he is coming from, at the same time, I kept feeling crappy. I wasnt a reason he stayed. I wasnt a reason he wanted to leave. I was nothing. I didnt plug in to the equation at all. It never crossed his mind. Nothing did. And somehow, that tends to make things worse. When you get your heart hurt but people dont know it. I shouldnt have felt this bad, but I did.
I got home and sulked. Marty made sure I was still coming. The museum was so great.

I enjoyed it tremendously even though Megan and Marty kind of kept wandering off and leaving me. We continued on to Best Buy and to World Market where I got left again. Finally, we made it home.
I wont go in to details, but I was lied to a couple of times. The thing is, I dont really care what you are doing or where you are going. I hate being lied to. More than anything, I hate KNOWING that I am being lied to. Then, on top of that, trying to cover your lie. I would rather you never mention it then to justify or fix your lie. Especially, when it is uneccessary to begin with.
So I sat at home for a while and made some dinner. I ate and just kind of lounged around.
After a while, Jerett and I both got very bored. We kept trying to come up with things to do. Ohio and the beach got ruled out quickly. The Park and Oak Mountain didnt last long. Then Jerett decided on the Cheesecake Factory. Amazing choice I must say. We got there and had to wait for a long time, but we just talked and caught up. All we wanted was cheesecake. Eventually, after maybe 45 minutes to an hour, we were seated.
We decided on our cheesecake and both of us got a drink. It was great. No one ever called and asked us what we were doing. No one seemed to acknowledge the fact that we were gone, but that didnt seem to bother us until it his 10:10 and we had been gone for roughly two and a half hours.
So we made a decision to find new friends. The ones we have now dont seem to match our standards, obviously, so we are working on new ones.

With all that being said, hanging out with Jerett was a lot of fun. Cheesecake was superb. Coffee Kahlua was yummy. And now I feel Amazing